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  1. I've seen Brody numerous times but never like this. I had this work thing to attend and I had recently broke up with the girl who was suppose to attend with me. Since I've gotten to know Brody fairly well and have noticed how much she's grown and changed since we've meet. I thought she might enjoy this type of outing. She came wearing a stunning black summer dress, which her new found love for dark colours really suits her. The wind blew up her dress and she pulled a Marilyn Monroe. She has an adorable laugh! I think her new found style really represents who she is. I'll admit I was worried a bit about her anxiety, but she handled it very well. She took a quick minute and took a deep breath and gathered herself without anyone noticing. Being someone who also has occasional anxiety, I was able to recognize what had happened. She then wisped me away from my boring work function, for a fun afternoon downtown. We checked out some of her favorite shops in the market and then grabbed a quick bite to eat. We then caught a independent film at the Bytowne Cinema. Afterwards, we went to my place for a more private setting and enjoyed some familiar time together. That one aspect that hasn't changed. Ditching my work function to spend the day with her was breath taking. I cant wait until I can take her to my work Christmas party.
  2. Brody styles has an amazing bum and love to be grabbed.
  3. If you're renting a condo, the fees are usually included in the cost of rent.
  4. So this Recommendation is long overdue. Due to things going on in my life I was ������ to close my account for nearly a year and now back under a different name. I've seen Kathryn countless of times over the past few years. She is truly a beautiful and amazing person. Every time I see her its like meeting a good friend. She's always treated me with such kindness, and always makes me feel so comfortable around her. She's a great listener and has even offered me some kind advice. This past year I had a work Party to attend to. (Suit and tie event) Being fairly new and not knowing many people, I decided to invite Kathryn to accompany me, for an overnight. She made it so much easier. She was very discreet and socialized very well with others. She even tried to get me out of my shell. At one point of the night she even noticed my awkward uncomfortable moment I was having and suggested we go back to the room. Where we spent the night together, one that i'll never forget. Whenever I see her, I always leave with a peaceful mind. Time spent with her is always blissful.
  5. I met Brody back in February, and have seen her multiple times since. The best way to describe her is, real. She's down to earth and not afraid to be herself. Then again maybe its because we had such good chemistry. we had so much in common so we were extremely comfortable with each other. Her website description is very accurate /www.brodystylesxo.com/ The more time we spent together the more that became apparent. Now I have some mental health issues (depression and anxiety) like usual I was up front and told her in advance. she was extremely understanding and comforting. She made my experience very relaxing and enjoyable. Seeing her for me is like visiting a best friend and a �����. I won't go into details, however its been some of my most fulfilling experiences I've ever had. We both seemed to enjoy each other very much. So don't let her kind and good nature fool you, she isn't always tame.
  6. I had the most memorable and forefilling encounter yet. Truly my favourite, and with a fantastic woman I will never forget.
  7. I find most often the nasty negative reviews tell me more about the kind of person the poster is rather than the person they're reviewing. If anything it makes the poster sound like a jerk and he probably had a bad time because he was a jerk. I can't say I ever had a bad date. The questionable ones I prefer to look at it as a learning experience. It's like watching a bad movie "ya didn't like it, so what, someone else might." So no, bad reviews hold very little to me, unless my safety is at risk then I may question a bit.
  8. I use to think and be the exact same way. Keeping everything bottled up and taking care of others first instead of grieving myself. One day it became too much and the wall I build holding all those emotions came crashing down. I have not been the same since. I now feel every emotion, so much stronger and way more intense, it's not something I recommend. Now instead of me controlling my emotions, my emotions often control me and coping can be very difficult at times.
  9. I can't speak for doctors and my opinion based on personal experience with the medical system isn't the greatest. To often treated like just a number and a guinea pig. However, I can say sex workers and even MA's have changed my life. They do what medication could not for me, without harming side effects. Not once have I left a session feeling worse then I did prior like some psychologists sessions. There's nothing wrong with pills or psychologist or other methods but for me the most effective and least harmful has been with sex workers or MA's. I will forever be greatful to the wonderful women I've meet and helped me. I believe the power of touch can be healing in many ways. I sometimes wish some people could live in my shoes and then they would see sex workers the way I do.
  10. I agree that people may misconstrue this as the new laws effective, but less not forget it was still illegal post new laws. So irregardless of new or old laws this is appalling and they deserve to be proscicuted.
  11. The way I see it, I don't go to the gas station and expect to pay yesterday's prices. Prices change for whatever reason. To me special mean, limited time only. If not, it's not realy a special.
  12. You have to pay for her time, regardless if you stay or not. So why not stay and see if there's other options. Im sure you can enjoy her company in other ways. Perhaps you can still enjoy a nice massage or a great conversation. I get the fact you may of had other things in mind, but at least you may get something out of it, and who knows maybe it may develop a certain attraction that is not physical. In the end you may even enjoy it. If not chalk that up as a loss, move on. Her feelings stay intact and you took a chance. Consider it a learning experience.
  13. I think the best advice I can give you is to remember to take care of yourself first. As hard as that may seem. You are no good to her or yourself if you become sick. If hobbying once a month helps you do it. My wife got really sick, doctors had no clue what she had. It got to the point where I thought she was going to die. I know what it's like to worry and stress about the one you love. To have the financial burden and responsibility to take care of the person you love. All the extra obligation and trying to stay strong just for the sake of your wife. Putting Your wife needs first and pushing aside your true feelings. The worse my wife got the worse I got. Like her pain was my pain. I didn't take care of myself and I eventualy broke. I developed mental Heath problems to the point were I tried to kill myself before realizing I need to look after myself first. I've been on several different medication some didn't work and others I can't do the side effect. I'm lucky that I am able rationalize my thought and and emotions. There are days I wish I were dead or feel completely worthless. Whatever I'm feeling or whatever thoughts that go through my head I ask myself if these are rational normal thought that I would feel or are the causes be my mental illness? Your wife may not be able to do that but you can. Next time your wife says or does something that you get hurt by ask yourself, is this something she would of said before? Or is this atributed by her illness? Try talking to her, and couples councilling may benefit you both. If she's not willing perhaps just yourself it's nothing to be ashamed of and can help you. You don't have to be sick to talk to someone. Again I made that mistake myself. The one thing that's really helped me is this hobby. Being held by a woman make me feel like someone cares about me and Like I'm not worthless. In those moments it's like all those emotional pain and physical pain caused by my mental illness goes away, even if it's only for that short bit. I often use those memories on hard days that I can still fell normal and pain free, that is my hope that I hold on to. Hope can be a very powerful thing, even if it's given through the simplest actions. If you can provide that for your wife it may help here. Remember she may not realize how much you care for her, despite all the extra thing you do to support her. Sometimes it may be easier just to tell her. Best of luck to you and your wife.
  14. I have a few questions regarding references. I've searched some old threads but didn't find answers. First I hate asking a lady if she can provide a reference, I feel as if I'm a burden. Maybe because I don't like asking for favours and this feel like one. So ladies how much do you mind? Is there some sort of reference etiquette? How many times can you use the same person before they get annoyed? What if you haven't seen this lady in a while? Should you of seen this lady x amount of time before you use them? What sort of question are asked?
  15. A long time ago I worked for a company where I had gotten a promotion. I turned loss into profit, tripled sales and brought quality standard back. I was motivated, to prove some doubters wrong. There were a few coworkers and even some upper management that just gave me a really hard time. It was obvious they did not like me. I had never done anything to them and always tried to please them. I eventual burned out and quit. I used to dwell and ask myself why, until someone explained this to me. If I were to take 10 random people and put them in a room with me 4 of the ten would like me, 4 would hate me and 2 just wouldn't care. So 6 of those people you don't need in your life. He went on to explain this was the results of some university social experiments conducted. Now I don't know if its true or how reliable these statistic are, but I chose to believe it. Now when I meet someone who seem like they don't like me I just chalk it up as one of those 6 people, It just is. So guys if your rejected just think of them as one of the 6 people who you don't need. How much fun can you have if that person doesn't like you? Its sad and it may suck but it's just a fact of life not everybody going to like you. Easier just to move on.
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